I was with the same woman for nearly 4 years. We spent almost every day together. We were best friends and even worked at the same place. It was great but started to go south. I think around the 2 year mark, things started changing for us. She started wanted to spend time apart. I got rapped up in school. We never fought or anything either. It is almost like we drifted apart a bit. Well, this past summer I finished school and we started spending more time together and it wasn't the same. She was very cold with me. Blew me off more and more. Very affectionate. I finally got pissed and said "What is with you, do you want to break up!?" and then it all came out. She didn't have the heart to do it, but she had wanted to split up since the end of 2016.
Needless to say I was a wreck when it all came out. It has been 5 weeks since we split up and I am just lost. I don't know what to do with myself. Every time something happens I find myself wanting to text or call her to share it with her. She said it was best if we didn't talk for awhile.
I found out the other day she was dating someone else, some older guy. He is like 12 years older than her! I am just confused.