I have a boyfriend, and my feelings for him are so strong and true, but something in me feels so alone and unfulfilled. I don't know what is it, I don't know if I want to break up. He's a great bf, but I'm feel unhappy. Why I feel this ? I don't know what to feel. I can't explain this feeling, but I'm so sad. My bouts of loneliness kind of hit me in waves. You see, I'm kind of jealous of my ex boyfriend. He has friends and people that genuinely like him. I'm the opposite, I've always been a pariah. No one ever seems to like me and I only have acquaintances. I mean I accept how crap my daily life, but I almost wish my bf was a loner like me. Why I'm not satisfied ?